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Literature
Writing While in a Depressive Slump 2
I don't know why I'm sad this time,
why I'm depressed and contemplating ending it all again. 
It's become a companion over the years -the black dog that I never knew
in my reckless, blissfully-ignorant youth has become
a sort of comfort, in an odd way.
Maybe it's because the knowledge of the eventual
apathy that will come and dull the ache of empathy
and compassion is a soothing balm.
Maybe because knowing that when life gets too tough,
 and things too confusing,
there's the familiarity of the all-consuming sorrow and lack of self-worth or confidence
that will come to save me from the things that I can't comprehend or reason with. 
Most days, I feel like a horrible person for feeling this way,
for having anxiety snag a ride on my left
and depression on my right.
I don't feel worthy of the love and compassion of my parents and family and friends,
because it's not enough to save me from myself. 
Well, it's not as crushing on my psyche and physical vessel as it was the
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Literature
In an Alternate Universe
Act 1 Scene 1
( The stage is dim, lit only by artificial gas lamps positioned on the mixed architectural arches and columns of Roman, Greek, and Assyrian times. Graves dot the hillside behind the cairn where D'Marr kneels, head on the cask of their beloved. Only the lights in the distance and the stars' light from above light their slender but fit frame, illuminating their court grieving attire of a black tunic, made of a soft fiber; boot leather dyed a black as inky and deep as the night sky,  and leggings dyed a deep indigo. A vial of dark glass rests by their side.)
D'Marr:
Ah, the sheer beauty of it;
The softness that is completely at odds with its nature,
Whose everlasting mark stains our history as deeply as black dye stains a white shirt;
As deeply as an arrow pierces flesh of my being, 
As deeply as my heart grieves for things lost to the murky well of memories.
The light through which yonder window breaks is no more; shattered is the delicately wrought
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I am sorry for not keeping a consistent upload schedule for those who care, and also for not finishing a few things owed to a good friend on here. (You know who you are- I'm sorry it's been late for going on three years now - I just can't be satisfied with anything I've done with it, as it keeps ringing false and overly-staged.)

I'm just working though a lot of stressors and bad habits formed by trying to reduce stressors. 

I'm also trying to get more of my head in gear, while fighting personal daemons that dwell within my own punk-arse hobknocker of a brain. 

I'll update as I get either the fancy or the will. 
  • Listening to: My Shot - Alexander Hamilton

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Cozette the Moose
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hi! I'm an aspiring artist in more than one field. I can't afford a CORE membership, but if you see my art and could critique it or even just say what popped out most, that would be super helpful!

I'm working on getting better at realism in the traditional media form, along with being able to focus the subject of my photography skills -those are growing slowly but surely- and I'm still struggling with the many forms of digital art.

My pastimes are staring off into space as I'm up in my head, questioning my existence and the reality that I chose to embrace, reading classics and fanfiction, writing poetry and little odds and ends, baking whatever we have the ingredients for -same goes for cooking- and I'm currently getting into mushrooming.
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tahirlazim Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2017
Thank you for the fav! :) (Smile) 
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Faythsrequiem Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave =)
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pinkythepink Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
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Collettey Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
It's really no problem. I am quite envious of your patience and talent, because band has spoiled me rotten and made my attentions shift elsewhere. 

And I'll bite. You've intrigued my inner magpie. 
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pinkythepink Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2016  Professional Artisan Crafter
:la: It's almost all patience, haha, you must know at least a bit of it yourself being in band, having to practice music so much to learn a piece. :nod:
:iconrubcheeksplz: Thank you so much for adding me to your watch! :squee: It really brings a smile to my face which is more than I could've asked for. :D I hope that I can continue to impress with my future pieces! :heart:
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Collettey Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're quite welcome. 
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Pajunen Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
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GreatShinigami Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2016
Thanks for faving! ^^
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Pajunen Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
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kaoru-kamiya Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
thank you for the :+fav:s and watch! :D
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